18 days to exam.
5 modules to study for.
Countless topics.
Limited time.

And not to forget my "speech day" that will end my semester.
And the upcoming quizzes for the next two weeks.

It's none better than JC.

But I have to make the outcome better.

One of the advantages of going out alone is that you do not have to accomodate others. You do not have to smile, you do not have to make small talk, you do not have to spare a thought for others. And that was what I experienced when I went to the movies myself, went to the night market myself, went to the pub to listen to the live band myself, went to eat chicken rice balls myself. All the time for yourself. All focus on yourself. Finding yourself. Almost an indulgence. It was a good feeling. Did it once. Did it again. Will continue to do so from time to time.

Why? Because sometimes you are so tired of smiling and trying to be nice to others when others do not try to smile or be nice to you. Not a saint but you know you have tried to be good to others but others do not seem to try to be good to you; in fact, they begin to think you are a pushover. When every good seems to be forgotten and each bad remembered. When a sheet of white paper with a black dot is noticed only for its black dot. When whatever credit you thought you might have built up counts for nothing really.

I really don’t want to be calculative. But I really don’t want to be too accomodating either. How many can you accomodate in your life? How many would you like to accomodate in your life? Seriously, people who matter. I don’t want to be too accomodating. I’ll keep this at the back of my head. And continue to be the same, the way I deem right.

I saw this at Elvin Ng's blog and I find it very interesting, and true.

This is super duper funny!

失而复得的感觉。。。原来是这样的。。。

Yesterday nearly ended with a nightmare. I realised my wallet wasn't with me during lunchtime. I'd lost it unknowingly. I thought I may have drop in the lab (before lunch was lab), and went back to search for it. I even traced back the route I took previously. However, it was a futile search. It was also not at the lost and found office.I was so depressed at that time. The monetary value of the wallet(and it's less than 3 months old), with the cash, ezlink card, cashcard, amount to more than $50. And if including the replacement of the i/c...omg...my heart almost jumped out when I think of the 3 figures sum...

I brought my almost-jumped-out heart to computing tutorial in the afternoon. I already gave up the thought of finding my wallet. Halfway through the lesson, I randomly went to check my NTU webmail.

Happy belated Children Day!

Sometimes I wish I was kid forever...我不想长大...haha...

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival!

Sometimes I wish to fly to the moon and live alone there. Ok...maybe with a little rabbit accompany me...and my laptop...and tv... ~Fly me to the moon~

I'm feeling very insecure of the effective communication group project. PW is much better. It's not bcos of the grade, but the whole kind of feeling I get from it. PW was tough, but at least we had a common target and we were to a certain extent, quite committed to it. For this....hmm...

The computing quiz today sucks. I dun like the feeling of getting it done in that way. However, the reality left me with no choice.

haiz...

On the other hand, one more day to my recess week!!!

Sing ktv plus yuki yaki. Go go go...
and then will be back to school again.

haiz...